[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty]
I know you so well, so well
I mean, I can do better than he can
I’ve been pretty—
[Bridge: XXXTENTACION]
I know you’re somewhere, somewhere
I’ve been trapped in my mind, girl, just holding on
I don’t wanna pretend we’re something, we’re nothing
I’ve been stuck thinking ’bout her, I can’t hold on
[Verse: XXXTENTACION]
I’m in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain
I’ve been trippin’ ’bout some things, can’t change
Suicidal, same time I’m tame
Picture this, in bed, get a phone call
Girl that you f*cked with killed herself
That was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna f*ckin’ end it, pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But niggas been excited ’bout the grave I’m diggin’
Havin’ conversations ’bout my haste decisions
Fuckin’ sickenin’; at the same time
Memories surface through the grapevine
‘Bout my uncle playin’ with a slip knot
Post-traumatic stress got me f*cked up
Been f*cked up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up
[Chorus: XXXTENTACION]
I’ll be feelin’ pain, I’ll be feelin’ pain just to hold on
And I don’t feel the same, I’m so numb
I’ll be feelin’ pain, I’ll be feelin’ pain just to hold on
And I don’t feel the same, I’m so numb
[Outro: Shiloh Dynasty]
I know you so well (I know you, girl)
I mean, I can do better than he can
I’ve been pretty—
I know you so well

She rattled the ice in my plastic cup
I said “yes m’am”, fill her up
Tell me something good that I don’t know
‘Cause this world’s been kicking my behind
Life ain’t been a friend of mine
Lately I’ve been feeling kinda low
And she looked back over her shoulder
Pointed at the sign hanging up on the wall
It said
Everything’s gonna be alright
Everything’s gonna be alright
And nobody’s gotta worry ’bout nothing
Don’t go hittin’ that panic button
It ain’t worth spilling your drink
Everything’s gonna be alright
Alright, alright
So I nodded my head and said, “that’s for sure”
Dropped a few bucks in the mason jar
Felt those good old neon vibes on me
And whatever monkey that was on my back
He jumped off just like that
Right into the deep blue sea
And I looked back over her shoulder
Thinking ’bout the sign hanging up on the wall
That said
Everything’s gonna be alright
Everything’s gonna be alright
Nobody’s gotta worry ’bout nothing
Don’t go hitting that panic button
It ain’t near as bad as you think
Everything’s gonna be alright
Alright, alright
There ain’t no doubt it’s gonna work out
Come on, sing it with me
There ain’t no doubt it’s gonna work out
Come on and sing it with me
Everything’s gonna be alright
Everything’s gonna be alright
And nobody’s gotta worry ’bout nothing
Don’t go hitting that panic button
It ain’t near as bad as you think
Everything’s gonna be alright
Alright (is gonna be alright), alright (is gonna be alright)
Everything’s gonna be alright
Alright (is gonna be alright), alright (is gonna be alright)
(Everything’s gonna be alright)
(Is gonna be alright, is gonna be alright)
(Everything’s gonna be alright)
(Is gonna be alright, is gonna be alright)

[Verse 1]
I got no excuses
For all of these goodbyes
Call me when it’s over
‘Cause I’m dying inside
Wake me up when the shakes are gone
And the cold sweats disappear
Call me when it’s over
And myself has reappeared
[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know why
I do it every, every, every time
It’s only when I’m lonely
Sometimes I just wanna cave
And I don’t wanna fight
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
Just hold me, I’m lonely
[Chorus]
Momma, I’m so sorry, I’m not sober anymore
And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
To the ones who never left me
We’ve been down this road before
I’m so sorry, I’m not sober anymore
[Verse 2]
I’m sorry to my future love
For the man that left my bed
For making love the way I saved for you inside my head
And I’m sorry for the fans I lost
Who watched me fall again
I wanna be a role model
But I’m only human
[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know why
I do it every, every, every time
It’s only when I’m lonely
Sometimes I just wanna cave
And I don’t wanna fight
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
Just hold me, I’m lonely
[Chorus]
Momma, I’m so sorry I’m not sober anymore
And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
To the ones who never left me
We’ve been down this road before
I’m so sorry, I’m not sober anymore
I’m not sober anymore
[Outro]
I’m sorry that I’m here again
I promise I’ll get help
It wasn’t my intention
I’m sorry to myself

[Verse 1]
It was 6:48 I was walking home
Stepped to the gate and I’m all alone
I had chicken on the plate but the food was cold
Then I covered up my face so that no one knows
I didn’t want trouble
I’m the boy in the bubble
But then came trouble
When my mum walked into the living room
She said boy you gotta tell me what they did to you
I said you don’t wanna know the things that I had to do
She said son you gotta tell me why you’re black and blue
I said I didn’t want trouble
I’m the boy in the bubble
But then came trouble
[Pre-Chorus]
And my heart was pumping
Chest was sceaming
Mind was running
Air was freezing
Put my hands up
Put my hands up
I told this kid I’m ready for a fight
[Chorus]
Punch my face
Do it ’cause I like the pain
Every time you curse my name
I know you want the satisfaction
That’s not going to happen
Knock me out
Kick me when I’m on the ground
It’s only going to let you down
I’m the lightning and the thunder
You’re the one that suffers
[Verse 2]
Well I squared him up with my chest exposed
He threw a quick left hook
And it broke my nose
I had thick red blood running down my clothes
And a sick sick look ’cause I like it though
I said I didn’t want trouble
I’m the boy in the bubble
But then came trouble
[Pre-Chorus]
And my heart was pumping
Chest was sceaming
Mind was running
Air was freezing
Put my hands up
Put my hands up
I told this kid I’m ready for a fight
[Chorus]
Punch my face
Do it ’cause I like the pain
Every time you curse my name
I know you want the satisfaction
That’s not going to happen
Knock me out
Kick me when I’m on the ground
It’s only going to let you down
I’m the lightning and the thunder
You’re the one that suffers
[Verse 3]
It’s 6:48 he’s walking home
With the blood on his hand from my broken nose
But like every other day he was scared to go
Back to his house
Because his pop was home
Drowning his troubles in whiskey bubbles
Just looking for trouble
Well there’s no excuse for the things he did
But there’s a lot at home that he’s dealing with
Because he’s dad’s been drunk since he was a kid
And I hope one day he’ll say to him
Put down those bubbles
And that buckle
And this broken bubble
[Chorus]
Punch my face
Do it ’cause I like the pain
Every time you curse my name
I know you want the satisfaction
That’s not going to happen
Knock me out
Kick me when I’m on the ground
It’s only going to let you down
I’m the lightning and the thunder
You’re the one that suffers